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Touching People’s Lives

I’ve always wanted to be a dentist. My uncle was a dentist and I said, “I want to do that”, and when I finally became one I realized that it wasn’t so special. Haha. Actually, when younger individuals tell me they want to be a dentist, I’d always discourage them and say, “Oh do not make the mistake I made!”

Of course the main advantage you enjoy when you’re in private practice is that you have so much freedom, being your own boss and all. But that’s not much, really. It’s mostly hardwork and with very little gain. Things change, however, when you revert your focus.

I am a Mission Dentist

When I became a dentist for the Lord, I realized that there’s so much to gain from my profession and my skill. So much more than financial gain, which never is enough, I realized I found my purpose.

A few weeks ago, as I was packing up to leave the mission field in Mindanao, one of the younger volunteers asked one of the dentists, “Ilan nabunutan mo? (How many people did you get to work on?) And she laughed, “Di ko na alam” (Oh I dunno anymore). She looked at me and we both chuckled. I said, “Nung mas mabata pa ako mayabang pa ako… nagbibilang pa ako. Di na ngayon.” (When I was a younger dentist, I was so cocky… I would count. But not anymore). Clearly that is not the gain you receive. You do not go to the field to feel good about yourself; because that’s false humility.

The more places I visit, and the more people I serve in the mission field, I realize that the work I do is not really about pulling teeth for free (because other people do that, too) it’s so much more. As a mission dentist I am supposed to be a channel of God’s love; so that those who feel discouraged may find hope.

Touching People’s Lives

I understand that the road less travelled is less travelled for a reason. I remember being told once, “Sama mo naman ako minsan” (Take me with you one time). And as I began to talk to this person about what to expect–I felt him regretting what he had said. “Ang tagal masyado. Wala bang one day lang?” (That’s too long. Don’t you have one day missions?) I told him we travel far so we make the most of the trip by serving more than one site. And then came another complaint. “Ang layo naman. Sabihan mo ako kapag dito lang sa Manila”. (Oh it’s too far. Let me know when you have missions in Manila). And finally, when I told him that we aren’t paid–and that we pay for our own, I knew I wouldn’t hear from him anymore. “Ah kanya-kanya kanyang transpo?” (Oh you pay for your own transpo?) One time I was trying to recruit an MD for the field and he made it clear that he was too busy for it. The road less travelled… indeed.

You want to know something? I found myself on this road without realizing how I got here. It’s hard to explain–but simply put, it was not my choice. One day, I was called.

In the past, when younger individuals tell me they want to be a dentist, I discourage them and tell them to look another way. A month ago, I served in Rizal along with some youth volunteers. I was the only dentist, and three teenagers decided to help in Dental. I’ve worked with many youth volunteers in the field. They are pleasant individuals. Sometimes they’re very eager to help and sometimes they’re easily distracted. But that’s fine. I used to volunteer as a poll watcher for the elections and I think I was mostly there for the “fun of it”. I was too young to grasp the value of my presence there.

Anyway in Rizal, I worked with three teenagers. At the end of the day, I thanked them and I met the mother of one of the girls who said, “Doc yung anak ko gusto na daw nya maging dentista tulad mo.” (Doc my daughter now wants to be a dentist, just like you). I smiled and I saw the girl smile excitedly behind her mom. Then I realized that more than touching the lives of patients, God has put me here so that people may realize their purpose too. Just like the doctor who brought me to the field, one day I will help someone to realize their life’s passion.

I wanted to be a dentist, at a very young age. But back then I wanted it because I wanted to be my own boss. One day, that girl will make a decision to pursue Dentistry and when she gets her license, she will make a decision to answer God’s call. Bless her. Bless her and her young servant heart.

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Finding My Purpose

The other day I woke up to a very bad dream. In the dream I was a bad dentist. So bad that friends and family hated me. I remember waking up sad… and then I started crying. I was in a mission, sleeping with a doctor on the other bed, and I started to sob. “It’s just a dream, Crix”, I said. “Just a dream.”

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As a dentist, my primary patients are my family. On the chair, is my youngest sister.

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Rebuilding the Clinic

In the beginning of 2014 I received the saddest news of the year. I was going about on my day, I was heading out of the clinic for a quick visit to a nearby store and the owner of the neighbor shop said: Narinig mo ba? Nabenta na daw nila yung building, ah” (So, have you heard? They’ve finally sold the building.) I looked at him. I pretended to be totally okay with it and I ran back inside. It wasn’t exactly the first time for me to hear this. Rumors about selling the building circulated 2 years prior but it was never pursued and we were assured that we would all be given proper notice once things are certain, so I stopped worrying about it a long time ago until I heard it again that day. When I got back upstairs, I took my phone and called the caretaker. She was shocked I knew about it, but she had no choice but to confirm that it was indeed happening–the building will be sold and we had three months to get ready to move out.

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